fact#20 .

FACTNUMBERTWENTY ''

not everything is what it seems .

fact#19 .

FACTNUMBERNINETEEN ''

i hate people who lie to me about bullshit .

i hope your happy .

i'm done with you taking everything i want .
i'm done with you taking everything i need .
i'm done with you ruining everything i have .
i'm done with you taking my whole life .
i'm done with all your bullshit .
i'm done with all your lies .
i'm done with all your stories .
i'm done with you always ignoring me .
i'm done with you putting something else before me .
i'm done with treating me like your garbage .
i'm done with all your pretending .
i'm done with pretending everythings okay .
i'm done with pretending that i'm okay with all you do .
i'm done keepin how i feel inside .
i'm done with pretending to be happy .
i'm done with doing everything for you .
i'm done with all your lying .
i'm done with everything we've bee through .
i'm done with you pretending that everythings okay .
i'm done with you pretending that i don't matter .
i'm done with holding in tears at the thought of you .
i'm done with you breaking my heart . again & again .

i'm just . i'm done with you .
you win .
i really hope you're happy with everything i once had .

fact#18 .

FACTNUMBEREIGHTEEN ''

I . LIKE . DUCKS .
they are so effing cool . ^^

fact#17 .

FACTNUMBERSEVENTEEN ''

i'm a cooljellybean :)
kekeke .

fact#16 .

FACTNUMBERSIXTEEN ''

when i sing . i make peoples ears bleed :)

fact#15 .

FACTNUMBERFIFTEEN ''

eheheh .
i changed my favoritesong again T^T
now , its EVERYTHING .
by neverest :)
lovedem^^

fact#14 .

FACTNUMBERFOURTEEN .

i'mmmmmm gonna post more then one facts about me everyday okaay ?
CAUSE I WANNNNNNNNNNNA .
so don't mind me :)

fact#13 .

FACTNUMBERTHIRTEEN ''

i LOVE fries & chips .
but ,
HATE potatoes .
am i weird or whuuuuuuuuut ?
:)

fact#12 .

FACTNUMBERTWELVE ''

math  is . my . favorite . subject .
asian nerd hereT^T

fact#11 .

FACTNUMBERELEVEN ''

OMG .
ilooove .
danbo :)

isnt he cuuute ? :)

fact#10 .

FACTNUMBERTEN ''

i'm daddys little girl :)
I FORCE MY DADDY TO MAKE ME BREAKFAST >)
i love you daddy <3

ugh . fml .

one thing about life .
parents , they think they understand , but do they ?
we wana do something & they want something else ,
so what do we do know ?
they're always yelling at us for doing things that they don't like ,
but they just don't unerstand .
they SAY they understand ,
but do they really ?

i mean things arent diferent now from what they were when they were kids ,
so its no wonder why we do things differently T_______T
i just hate it when both of us want different things ,
i do one thing , and they see it .
they don't LIKE it , so what happened now ?
they get mad , and ask .
WHY DID YOU DO THAT ?
i explain thati didn't mean it in that way ,
so then they ask what way i meant it in ,
i don't know how to explain it ,
so i say i don't know , i dont knowhow to eplain it .
& because i said THAT ^^
they get even more pissed . great .

its so confusing when you don't know what to do with your parents ,
you guys want different things and you just don't know how to express what to do ,
well .  i guess thats the way things are gonna be ,
go any suggestions? (:

fact#9 .

FACT NUMBER NINE ''


I LOVE SUMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMER <3
shortshorts&flipflops&tanktops&tshirts .
paradise ^^

fact#8 .

FACT NUMBER 8 ''

i am an immature freak ^______^
ask my friends & their friends & friends of their friends & everyone who knows me (:

fact#7 .

FACT NUMBER 7 ''

I LOVE PLAYING ON MONKEYBARS ^______^

like . i swing so much ;

tht my hands are like .. T.T

mhmm . yeah . thats right ,

like right now ,

my hands are like FUCKING DYING D:<

I love you so damn much . 14352 :)

what happens when everything falls apart?
what happens when the person who matters most to you ,
just .. leaves?
what happens when you have no one left?
what happens when everything falls apart?
what happens when something so perfect turns out so bad?
what happens when the persons whose opinion matters most , just disappears?
what happens when the only thing you wanna do is cry your eyes out but can't ?
what happens when you love that person so much but they just don't understand how you feel for them?
what happens when you miss this one person so much and can't do anything about it?

I would kill to be with you right now ,
I would kill to be in your arms right know ,
I would kill for everything to be okay between you & me ,
I would kill for you to be here with me forever ,
I would kill for this feeling in my heart to go away ,
I would kill for you to just tell me that verythings okay ,
I would kill just to have you tell me that you love me , one more time ,
I would kill for you to just to comfort me ,

all I need ,
is your arms around me ,
all I need ,
is the feeling of your breath in my ear ,
telling me everything's okay & ,
telling me you love me & you'll love me forever .
all I need ,
is for you to comfort me ,
all I need ,
is for you to assure me that everything will be all right ,
all I need ,
is to run away from everything ,
but what I need the most ,
is for me to be with you .
only me & you ,
against the world ,

baby , it's me & you ,
forever , and ever <3
I love you ,
don't doubt it ,
I don't just say it to anybody .
only people who matter ,
and out of all the people I say it to ,
it means the most when I tell you , <3
I love you so much boy :)<3

fact#6 .

FACT NUMBER SIX ''

i get in trouble a lot >:P
i've gotten in trouble like 3 times within the first two months in school ;
maybe thats why my teachers hate me ;)
but y'know .
one words explains it all.
REBEEEEEEEEL :)

fact#5 .

FACT NUMBER FIVE ''

i'm eating m&ms right now :)
m&ms are superduper cool ,
except for their aftertaste .
which i wrote a whole blog on ^^

fact#4'

FACT NUMBER FOUR ''

currently , my favorite song is ,

i write sins not tragedies _ panic! at the disco '

it's an extremely old song , but what the hell .

i like it ^______^

the covers kinda weird isnt it?:)

fact#3 '

FACT NUMBER THREE ''

i LOVE crispy crunch .
like , i eat so much ,
that my dentist banned me from eating it cause like .
i roke my braces >:D

oh . hi there :]

oh dont mind me ,
just gonna write like more then one fact 'boutmyself today ,
cause i forgot to do it since wednesday :P

looove ,
yofunnyducky :)

fact#2 '

FACT NUMBER TWO ''

i am a spicy taco .
i am the mold to our taco (:
there are 6 of us & each of us are differnt things .
lettuce , tomatoes , etc T^T
& i'm the mold .
KEKEKE (:

LOVE ,
yofunnnnyducky .

fact#1 '

FACT NUMBER ONE ''

i forgot if i've ever told you this ,
but you can tell from the title of my blog ,
that i am obsessed with CHOCOLATE , POCKY, AND COOKIES '
i get superduper high when i eat those things .
& lots of people always run away from me
they try to get me to stop eating them .
but i like them a lot ,
so i keep eating .
KEKEKEKKEKE^^

just wanted to let you know :)'

so basically , i'm going to do the 100 fact/day challenge .
courtesy of nhienmyvan ^^
so basically , everyday .
you post one fact about yourself
and you do this until you have written 100 facts about yourself -
obviously 8)

so i'mmma start doing thi s today ,
cause i'm a funnyducky :)
<333333

#6 .

its just you '
&me .



against the world ,

the way it's always been '

& the way it will always be .

so . who likes tacos ?

this is dedicated to ALL my tacos '
EC , CP , NR , NS , & NV .
thank you for always being there for me ,
whether it was over boy problems ,
or just wanting to vent to someone 'bout my crappy life ;
you guys have always been here for me . ever since that day in grade 4 ;
when NS decided to stophating ;)

thank you for never letting what people said to me get to me ,
and thank you for making me who i am today .

i'm this crazy , high , bubbly girl who scares people away ( NV )
but then again i sit in the corner for hours at a time reading ( NR )
i'm this girl who HATES & FAILED P.E. , the opposite of her ( NS )
and this girl who i LOVE shopping with ( CP )
& finally , someone who i am ALWAYS paranoid of ( EC )

thank you for reminding me that i matter .
and that people love & care about me ;
thank you for reminding me of who i am .
and that its okay to not have everyonelike me ;
thank you for reminding me that i can be myself ,
and not worry about ever losing you guys ;
thank you for LETTING me be myself .
and not running away like other people would .
but most of all , thank you for loving & caring for me '
when no one else did .
& for that . i'll love you guys forever & ever & ever & ever & ever & ever
i'll never forget my tacos <3333333
everytime i eat a taco or a burrito or some type ofmexican food ,
i'll think of you guys .
even though i'm just the mold :)

I LOVE YOU GUYS SO FUCKING MUCH .

dont chyou ever forget that :)

<33333

#5 .



let just run away .

to a place , where happiness exists ,

somewhere any from this world .

where everything's falling apart '

its me against the music .

#4 .

dance .
thats all i want to do .

so just let me dance .

how well do you know me?(:

You have officially seen me in my happy times & my sad times :)
When I'm sad , I am extremely sad & emo , but when I'm happy , I BRING JOY TOTHE WORLD .
well kinda , mostly when I'm high, I scare people away from me, except my best friends & my boyfriend (:
but everyone else pretty much stays away from me. Like if we're at school and we're together in like PERSON , I scare them and they find an excuse to just kinda leave me .. yeah , sad right?:(
But if we're on the computer , if I scare them away , they say things that end conversations. Like LOL and uhm okay ..
whenever people use like more then one periods at the end of their sentences , that's when I usually know that I've officially scared another person away. -.-'

But anyways ,
Thanks to all those who actually listen to my problems(:
LOVE .
your funnnnai ducky x)

#3 .

#2 .

#1 .

just for you b . :]

What am i thinking, if i'm not thinking about you?
Nothing.
What am i feeling, if my heart doesn't feel the truth?
Nothing.
What am i loving, boy if i'm not loving you?
Nothing.
What are we losing, if we're dreaming for me and you?
Nothing.

This is a love, that I've never known
And it's got a strangle hold on me
This is a love, that makes me believe
I just wanna remind you , bb (:

I give it all, and even lose control
If we can both close our eyes and just dream
If i need more, girl i swear that i'll find it in me
You're my everything,
Boy, you're the air that i breathe
You're my everything,
You're my everything . :)

boy . you're my world , my everything '
dont ever doubt .
or forget that .
if you do ,
come here & check out my blog .
read all my posts ;
about chyou b (:
<3

we're the perfect two . :)

You can be the peanut butter to my jelly
You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly
You can be the captain and I can be your first mate
You can be the chills that I feel on our first date
You can be the hero and I can be your side kick
You can be the tear that I cry if we ever split
You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin'
Or you can be the sun when it shines in the mornin'
You can be the prince and I can be your princess
You can be the sweet tooth and I can be the dentist
You can be the shoes and I can be the laces
You can be the heart that I spill on the pages
You can be the vodka and I can be the chaser
You can be the pencil and I can be the paper
You can be as cold as the winter weather
But I don't care as long as we're together . <33333

Don't know if I could ever be
Without you
cause boy you complete me
And in time I know that we'll both see
That we're all we need
Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry
Cause your the one for me
And I'm the one for you
You take the both of us
We're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two

dedicated to .
YOU(:
<33333

bahaha . spongebob ftw . (:

i love you ,
more then spongebob loves jellyfishing,
more then sandy loves karate,
more then mr. krabs loves money,
& more then squidward loves his clarinet;
' baby
i need you like plankton needs the krabbypatty formulaaaa ;

by now .
i think you know how obsessed i am with uhm .
SPONGEBOB SQUAAAAREPANTS (:

baby you're mine.

whats mickey without minnie?
whats pooh without piglet?
whats spongebob without patrick?
whats me without you?

<333

i love you, more then a fat kid loves cake.
i love you, more then a fat kid loves pizza.
i love you, more then a hype little kid loves candy.
i love you, more then the cookiemonster loves cookies.

this is superduper short, but i'll add to it later & make it longer and better ;
as soon as i figure out some more .. :)

eatitnow ; plOx / ..

AWWWWWH .

you wanna eat that don't you ? :)

M&M'S .

i hate m&m's now ;
can you believe that ?
they used to be my favorite ,
well third favorite type of candy .
but know i hate them :(
kinda T^T

i ate so many today .
and now i have this taste in my mouth .
i call it the M&M AFTERTASTE .
its pretttty disgusting,
if you ask me ,
and my tongue tastes all funny.

but i still kinda like them .
but just a smidge :)
bahahha .
i really am a loser.
i write a whole post on m&m's ..
what kinda person am i ?

LOVE ,
yo funnyducky , :)

whats LOVE anyways?



what is love ?

its that simple 4 letter word that ;

breaks peoples hearts,

yet brings joy to people.

so many people want to feel;

yet not that many people do.

it brings people together;

& tears people apart.

describes something real;

but something that feels like a dream.

something that people would kill for;

& something that people wanna kill .

its something that people want so bad;

but don't realize how much it'll hurt them.

LOVE is .

something that has so many different meanings ;

good & bad .

how can something that feels so perfect ,

be so wrong? <33333

one of those days . that everyone has .

everyone has those days; where they feel super sad. everyone has those days; where they just wanna hide & cry.
everyone has those days; where they just need a shoulder to cry on.
everyone has those days; where they just wanna feel someones arms around them.
everyone has those days, where they just wanna KNOW that someone still cares about them.
everyone has those days; where they just wanna KNOW that someone still loves them.
everyone has those days; where they feel like no one cares about them.
everyone has those days; where they feel like no one cares about them.
everyone has those days; where they feel useless.
everyone has those days; where they feel pathetic.
everyone has those days; where they feel like theres nothing they can do.
everyone has those days; where they dont even know what their purpose on earth is.
everyone has those days; where they just want someone there for them, just to listen to their problems and not to judge.
everyone has those days; where they dont wanna do anything, except talk to that one special person who makes everything better.
everyone has those days; where they don't feel like talking to anyone, except that one special person who makes everything better.
everyone has those days; where they just need to hear three words from that one special person. whether its I LOVE YOU , or I MISS YOU .
everyone has those days; where they don't wanna be around anyone, except that one special person who makes everything better.
everyone has those days; where all they need is that one special person, to be there for them.

everyone has those days.
and for me ,
that day is today .
<33333

how i spent my april fools .. ?

todays april fools day! :)
but it wasnt that happy of a day .
actually,
it was a pretty happy day, except for one part .
heres how my day went .

we had a retreat.
fun & games for the most of the day,
pizza for lunch ,
and more fun&games.
but then ,
this is where .. it gets sad .

we went to the church.
and had time to pray and talk to god.
we had leaders come over to us and say a prayer for us.
when my leader said my prayer ,
i cried .
i dont know why i cried,
but i think it was because then , i finally realized that people actually cared about me
everyone asked me why i was crying,
but i didnt wanna actually tell them that,
so i just said that i had an emotional breakdown ;
so yeah .
i spent aprils fools day CRYING.

this blog ^
is very sad.
if you like sad .
read my next one .-
i'm gonna type another one after this shit ^________^

WOOOOOTWOOOOOT!!! :)

GUESS WHAAAAAAAAAT.
its april :)
the first day of april (:

YAAAAAAAAAY .
but that also means its aprils fools day ^___^
BUT THE GOODNEWS IS .
we had a retreat today .
so we couldnt play any pranks or that kinda shit .

anyways ;
i'm happy cause now theres another month in my blog archive column 8)
checkitout .
cause yeeeeeeeeah ;
its cool .

i am superduper sad right now ;
eve though it seems like i'm happy , like , up dere ,
so i'll write another HAPPIER blog later ..
yeah .
ohkay ;
byebye :(